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Hey Hey Toren Happy birthday buddd!!
I'll call ya later to see how yer day was!
Love you!
♥♥

can't always be smiling.

Bleh.
I know that in all my posts on here I look like I'm just having the time of my life! Don't get me wrong.. I love it up here. It just that all great things have there bad days. Not going to lie, this week has been brutal. Feeling pretty alone and lost this last week. I miss the fam, and the familiar "utah" I grew up in. I have had some rough couple of days. It's hard to understand.. it may seem easy to just up and move when I was so happy about it. But it's also really hard at the same time. I definitely under estimated that. Don't worry though I have some amazing friends up here. And appreciate Karen letting me stay here too! It's goodtimes. Just a bad week that will get better!



Katie..



could not have done this week without her.
♥.

Utahhh

It was good to go to Utah.. little bit weird to visit. I'll be honest. I didn't like it.

no offence.
It was just awkward to go down there and know I was leaving in a week. It was a little stressful, and scary. Alot was going on with everyone.. a little fast forward and crazy. I didn't like that feeling at all. Next time I go down I'm hoping will be a little bit better.


however...


I do miss...

The Fam.
I do miss the fam.. we had some goodtimes in the house. Got to create some of that awesomeness while I was down there. we pretty much rock. Let's be honest.

Den Den.

Love this kid to death. I'll be honest I want to strangle him somtimes and slap him silly! But he is my other half.. I'm the better half though..just sayin. He is the bigger half though haha.. kidding den. I love you. And your large-ness. :D

(p.s pic sucks... get over it. I struggle.)


Brae.


ahh.. Brae. It was soo good to see you. I missed you so much when you were away. Your awesome.. I'll admit it was a little awkward seeing you at first. I didn't know if It would be weird for you to hug yet or not.. so I tried to keep my distance.. Play it safe. I really wanted to dog pile you when I got home..try to hold back all my happy tears... Your the best big brother ever. I know we only got to chill for a few days but it was great! I miss you everyday. But.. we both know you'll move up here eventually. Let's be honest all the cool people do it. I love you so much!

Jen.
Jen Jen Jen.. oh dear.. we have had some pretty good times hey? We have also had our share of sketchy times. But I freakin love ya chicky! It was nice to have another girl in the house when I was down there! Your awesome! I miss yer stinkin guts.. . Best keep me updated. xoxo.

friends.
I love these kids. I do miss them. I miss Tara the most.. haha. You freakin rock my world chicky! I love our awesome phone convos. Your the best can't wait till you come visit!!!
Jared.. is crazy.. but I love him so glad he finally came to hang out. Clint.. well.. he's just Clint. Nuff said. Miss all Ya'll.




It was definitely super awkward and weird to be visiting Utah. And I did not like it so much, was a hard week. I'm glad to be back.. let's face it. I get to live with this cutie..
aww...
So yeah, it's great to be back. I miss Ya'll. I would add more pics but I don't have anymore that I can at the moment. Lacking in that dapartment. Well.. Keep me posted on whats new.



im out.
Peace.
♥